Eeewww! That is not good

Totally dissapointing and totally disgusting. Seriously, that is what deep fried macaroni and cheese was. It was as I thought it might be, not all that gooey and hot in the center. And the bacon was a little undercooked, not undercooked in the food poisoning sense but in the kind of not quite crispy sense. And unfortunately it is still wtih me. If you know what I'm saying. It was a delicious meal over all. But the deep fried mac and cheese--not good!
This is the end of my very long weekend. Worship was good. Then I had lunch with friends and we went to the Castro Street Fair. Nearly every neighborhood in SF has a street fair. My congregation had a booth at the fair. (Of course, this meant that I had only 2 other people in worship besides myself. Fortunately it was a combined service or I'd been upset.) Anyway, I thought I would leave my friends and go sit in the booth for an hour. But I really, really didn't want to do that. So in the end I didn't. I went by said and hello. I thanked the folks for organizing it and for being the booth. Then I continued on with my friends. Now part of me feels a little guilty, as if I was shirking some responsibilities. But the other part of me, the bigger part, is glad that I didn't do anything that I really had no desire to do. And that I just would not have felt good about. I know there are parts of my job that I have to do even though I don't want to necessarily do them. But this was not one of them. Then i had a great dinner. Well except for the deep fried mac and cheese. And now I am tired! T-I-R-E-D!!!
So I'm going to watch Brothers and Sisters and then it is off to bed. Thank goodness tomorrow is my day off.

Oh and by the way yes, I obsess about my body and my weight way too much. I know in reality that I'm nowhere near as big as I think I am. But it is the journey I am on-a journey to loving my body. Although, with the mac and cheese I'm on my way to really having a double chin.

Peace out!